As a Manifesting Generator (MG) you are the fastest Energy Type that exists.
Your lesson is to learn how to handle the two distinct voices inside you. Two motors are the driving forces for you in your life.
Your defined Sacral center is like a motor engine that supplies you with constant access to energy. And the throat gives you the power to manifest through your words and initiate action.
The catch here though is that this Sacral center that you can find at the level of your belly button is correlated to your desires and creativity. Meaning, you only have access to that beautiful energy that is here to drive the world at large when you do what excites you and what lights you up.
Your purpose in life is to do what you love without compromising. But many times the conditioning obtained through your caretakers has already established patterns in which you were shamed or muted instead of guided to follow your gut.
Your subconscious knows that you have been put on this earth to spread joy for life. Your energy is uplifting and contagious to the surrounding people. The aura of a Manifesting Generator is open and enveloping, allowing people to be pulled into your energetic body.
When you do what you love, you put people under a spell. The common mistake of a conditioned MG is feeling that to help everyone out and feeling a deep call to do that, they have to sacrifice what makes them happy. In your reality, it is the exact opposite.
By making yourself small and ignoring your own pleasure and creativity urges, you compromise on what you really want to do. You go to each person individually and try to lift them up by doing what they want to do instead.
For you to live out your energetic source code, you need to look at yourself like a fountain. When you do what you love, your energy rises and rises to the top of the fountain, bringing everybody who witnesses your glory to gasp in pure joy by just watching you being yourself.
When you are deconditioned, and you are following the bliss of your aura, you will be so strong. You can imagine the water pressure of the fountain going so high that it will eventually fall onto the tiers and uplift them too.
One of the signs you recognize a Manifesting Generator child is that they are very expressive with their desires. That does not mean putting things eloquently into words, rather than really letting out screams or grunts of joy or frustration.
These visceral sounds might have been shushed and silenced by triggered parents when you were a little child and therefore blocked your natural connection to literally listen to your gut by the sounds you make.
From my experiences reading for Manifesting Generators, if you feel detached from these gut melodies, many times they are shunned to the place where more shame-based activities happen, to the bedroom for example. Many MGs have confided that they do recognize these pure expressions of joy or frustration letting loose during intimate activities.
Feeling a strong block or strain on your voice or throat is a sign that you have several limiting beliefs or shame around embracing that you can get what you want.
You are multi-passionate, and that is energetically totally correct for you. The Manifestor side of you needs to go out into the world and discover how to play.
Never feel the need to finish a book, a documentary, or a workshop you felt super excited about in the beginning just because you grew up with limiting beliefs in which you got told that you are lazy, will never see anything through, or won't be able to be successful because you don't finish the things you started.
You are here to create a path to the new and show the world that you can be all the things and don't have to stick to a narrow way of embracing life and your gifts.